hello everyone. i’ve been..out for a while. things have been different. i felt okay for a bit. but, i’m sure most of you know, depression can trice you. you can feel okay for a little bit ad then you’re in a hole and youre afraid. something i keep thinking about is i wish my parents knew how i felt. maybe s that i could get help before its to late but im cant bring myself to talk about any of my feelings let alone my depression. i keep thinking about all the people out there struggling with depression adn self harm like i am and they arent treated either. theres so many people and only a handful get treated. i haven’t self harmed for a month now. aren’t you proud of me? i almost took my blade out of my drawer so it wouldnt be readily available but i couldn’t bring myself to. maybe its cause i know it wont last. i dont quite know. we’ll see.

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